Today I'm depressed

The whole cosmos seems against me. Why? What have I done wrong? Why is life giving me a hard time?

For what this whole rigmarole? This maya? This getting up in the morning, going to work, having food, sleeping cycle?

Is there any point to this whole shebang?

I mean, wealth, health, call it whatever you will. Is gaining all this of any use? For what? What is the purpose? Why is the purpose?

What surprises me, is why have been given this urge, this questing mind, and this want and this hunger to know this purpose.

After all, animals live, trees live, rocks live, the whole earth lives. Does anyone else ask these questions? Is there any need to ask?

Wouldn't it be nice if we could NOT ask these questions? Not be bothered by the lack of answers. Not wonder what this whole life is all about.

Sometimes, death seems interesting!